Konstanze,
current photo and from early childhood. All Photos provided
When I was two or three years old I started painting like
crazy. I didnt have to practice. I just picked up the
brush and started doing it. I had no clue what I was painting.
It totally flowed out of me. The paintings would just pop
out of nowhere. I would also use other tools, the weirdest
tools you could think of. I would use a spoon, my fingers,
a toothpick. I thought I was making scribbles like every other
kid does, but I guess I did something unique.
I would paint perfectly but when I made them I never saw anything
in there. When I was about five or six, then I noticed that
I made these really nice things. I have never put something
in front of me and said, Okay, Im going to paint
this. That was impossible. That was not in my nature.
I think I was sent down here to do this. The colors were so
interesting to me. They were so real. They were so flashy.
The brushes and the colors were so neat and I would just start
doing something and it turned out to be so nice. I would try
to make a cloud and it would turn into the most fantastic
sea lion. I do still have that feeling.
I remember once I was just having fun with the colors and
my painting fell on the floor. I picked it up, and said, Oh,
I dont want this! My Mom said, Ill
keep it. Its a duck. She would pick them all up
and frame them. When I made something messy, later I began
to see things in it. A couple of things that I thought were
really bad when I was little, I sold prints of for $80. Now
I notice that I made a painting with Jesus and a camel and
then a swan. How could I think those were bad? When I was
little, I thought they were just scribbles, but they were
actually like
masterpieces.
I did my art all by myself. I would lock myself in my room
and not come out. I would sit on a little tiny stool at a
table in a corner and would just work there and do all my
little paintings. When someone would talk to me, I would not
pay attention to them. I would not pay attention to anythingjust
focus on my little painting. My Mom would say, Lunch
is ready! or she would say, Go outside and play,
and Id say No!
All my sweaters were stained completely from mixing paint.
I would eat when I painted and I would get paint on my food.
I would paint like a maniac. When I ran out of colors I would
always want more. My Dad bought me many sets so I would never
run out. He would buy seven at a time and only give me two.
Then when I was finished with those, he would give me two
more.
Now I notice that I made a painting with Jesus
and a camel and then a swan. How could I think those
were bad? Konstanze
She would just doodle and then all of a sudden
something would appear. When she noticed a face or an
identifiable creature,
she would know exactly where to put the eyes. I found
it really interesting that she was able to make out
of those shapes
something that resembled a visible animal for instance.
Reinhard
Five or six years later I started to do clay work. The very
first time I started doodling with clay was because I wanted
to use it for glue. My Dad said that glue was too dangerousthat
I would make a mess with it so I wasnt even allowed
to get close to it. Instead I would use clay to glue stuff
together. It would never work, but I thought it was gooey
and neat and I started making little stuff out of it. I would
do very tedious things. I would make little tiny blobs of
clay and make the most perfect little painted things. I still
have a mouse that I made from clay. Never any lessonsall
by myself.
My mom told me that when I was three years old, I would do
everything with my right hand. Then I started doing things
with my left hand. Then I think in two more years, I could
actually do everything with both hands. I could write with
my right hand or with my left hand. Now, for three years I
have been going things with my left hand, but I can still
write my name really good with my right hand.
Im very creative with my movements and my arms. When
I was four years old I used to love to dance to Mozart. It
would come out of nowhere. That felt great. I would put on
the music and dance for hours and would make my parents sit
on the couch and watch me. They would get so tired but I would
make them stay there. I also used to make up words and songs
to go with the dances.
One of my first words was Adai. It was my special
little word. I would make up songs and the songs had these
strange melodies from a different lifetime. I thought of them
like from a different planet, from a different place. I never
heard these kind of melodies here before and I thought, Why
dont they have a melody like this. Why is it just my
melody? It was my secret little thing.
Ive been wanting to be a figure skater ever since I
was four years old and saw Oksana on video. There are so many
things I could be, but I just wanted to be that. When I was
four years old I was too little and I didnt keep it
in my mind that much. But when I saw the movie again when
I was six, that is when I started inventing stuff. Well, I
was so excited. I started getting flattened cardboard boxes
and sliding around the floor pretending to skate.
My grandmother was a really good figure skater too. Im
doing my stuff now. I got a little suit and everything. I
force myself to practice my skating because I know if I want
to be good, Ive got to practice like crazy. I imagine
everybody clapping and Im doing my little skating stuff.
Its like the art.
Also, I can heal people with my hands. My mom taught me how
to take the bad energy out of your body when you are feeling
down or when you hurt yourself. You just put your hand over
it and you have to really concentrate on taking all the pain
out. I fix my dads headaches like that.
I have written lots of books. When I was four years old I
wrote a really good book on rabbits. Rabbits used to be my
favorite animal. I would write backwards and not know when
to put a period, but I would write pretty well. I had no clue
how to spell. I just wrote how the words sounded. Im
still extremely bad at spelling. Im two years behind.
Im a pretty good poet because my dad was a poet and
Ive got that creativity.
I still have my little doll that my grandma made when I was
born and I have lots of puppets. My Mom tries to stash them
away and keep them because I am not the most responsible person.
I lose stuff like you wouldnt believe. I can lose something
so big like my bed sheet. I can lose it completely. So my
mom always likes to keep my books because she loves them.
Ive had a best friend since I was three years old. Her
name is Yanna Sorell. She is six months younger, but we have
always been buddies. We are still together in everything and
always will be extremely connected. We laugh at the dumbest
things that no person would laugh at. We just fall down and
start laughing like maniacs. You try and do that with somebody
else and they go, So, whats your point?
Yanna is a straight A student. Im not close.
We would dig in the recycling trashcans when I was seven or
eight or ten years old. We got out a big wire thing for chickens
and we pretended it was our little house. I remember one time
we said we have to write this down. This is a great memory.
We got this chicken thing and we tied it to the back of our
bikes and we were trying to get it home. We have been on adventures
our whole life.
All paintings shown in this article were created when
Konstanze was between ages two and three and a half.
Yanna and me are so creative. We tried to make our own band
once and we made up songs and wrote them down and then would
say, Some day we are going to be famous. That
was when I was nine years old. We made inventions and had
clubs in the closet and would keep notebooks everywhere. We
were spies. We would really spy on peopleI mean seriously.
I was doing it because I wanted to be like Harriet in the
movie, Harriet the Spy? Harriet wanted to be a
writer. I didnt want to be a writer. I just wanted to
spy. I wanted to have this adventure of being sneaky.
When I would spy, I got so close to people. I did the most
amazing things you can imagine. Well, Ok! Im not supposed
to tell anybody, but I would go to peoples houses and
steal their roses and look in the window. A lady would be
making tea and I would scribble everything I saw in my notebook.
I would take the little tea thing out and I would read the
label and write down what it said, tea bag from . .
. , or I would write, The lady has a wart on her
nose. She is wearing a white tee-shirt, and black pants.
That sort of stuff. I still have all of that writing. My handwriting
is so bad and I spelled everything terribly, just the way
it sounded. When I wrote in my diary I used so many exclamation
marks. I used them so much I would write half a page and then
do the other half with exclamation marks.
I did this because I am a very adventurous, sneaky person.
Well, Im sneaky in a good way. You know about the Harry
Porter books? Im totally the number one fan. I love
it, because it has adventure and it is sneaky. Its everything
I ever imagined.
When
she was two, we got her a watercolor set and some paper
and in the next two years, she made about 400 paintingsmostly
finger paintings. She used a brush and her fingers and
did them very quickly. Reinhard
I know this. There are two parts of your brain. One part of
the brain is like, you know, math and spelling and being a
straight A student. The other part is total creativity,
adventure and all that kind of stuff. See I can think of stuff
to say very fast, and I think I use that part of my brain,
the creativity part, so much that Im not a very good
student in school. The thing is that people who are straight
A students, usually are not extremely interesting.
Thats all I have to say. To become more creative, I
would say, dont focus on stuff. Become sneaky. I would
sort of say, Talk a lot when your not supposed to.
No Im just kidding.
I can read peoples minds. Well I cant read their
minds, but when someone hates me, I can tell right away and
when somebody really likes me, I can tell. I can see people
when they are across the room, and I know exactly when they
are looking at me, or when they are looking at what I am doing.
I get a very strong sense. When people are curious or scared
or anything, I can sense it.
I love school and I work really hard to get good grades. Most
of my life, I got B-, never an A+. About school and teachers,
Ill be very honest. I always think of stuff fast to
say, so when Im in trouble I can really get easily out
of it. Most kids cant. I always know how to be extremely
friendly. I never want to be mean, you know.
When something is hard, I get very frustrated. But mostly
when we are doing anything that has to do with an adventure,
like blowing up something, something like science or say when
we have to color something if its drawings, that is really
inspiring to me. And cutting out something, that stuff I just
love. Field trips, I love. When its something uninteresting,
I hate it. I love art and stuff like that.
Well, what would I do if I was the teacher? Well, I would
make learning more like a game. This is what teachers mostly
do, and I hate it. They write a question up on the board.
They show you exactly how to do it and the kids figure it
out. It takes them about five minutes to figure it out. Then
she says, Ok, does everybody know how it goes?
Everybody nods their heads, and then she gives us this huge
sheet that has all these problems on it, and we have to do
it in five minutes. And she says. Now Ok, everybody
do it! We say, Wait a minute, it took us five
minutes just to do one question. How can we do all this in
such a short time? So I would give children much more
time. I love it when we are doing something creative like
working in groupssomething like that.
People usually just say Im a normal kid, Im very
not a normal person. Im not allowed to go to any dances.
My parents hate pop music and I love pop music. Ive
never been to a danceto the school dances. Everybody
dances with the guys at school, and we just have fun, all
of us. We all go have ice cream, and I cant have ice
cream. Im allergic to it.
I have these little rules with God. I say, Ok, I promise
never ever to eat another chocolate chip again, and
then I do it again. Ok please, just one more. Please.
I promise I wont do anything else. And I keep
making these promises to God because I love him but I break
them all the time and feel kind of guilty.
I can do this thing that nobody can do I think. Well, like
I can be crying and so miserable and then when somebody walks
in, I can be the most cheerful person in the world. Im
a very good actress. I can act perfectly. That goes along
with my sneakiness. I can change in a split second. Then I
usually go back to my misery, or if Im really happy
and Im supposed to be mad, I share it with my friend
Yanna. She is the person that I tell everything to.
I usually like everybody, even the people who have been really
bad, because Im thinking everybody is equal. Its
not their fault that they turned out this way. I think their
parents taught them the wrong way, not the right way and I
should be nice to them. Im nice to everybody because
of that.
People can say anything. I dont care. They can say I
have a big nose. I never take anything as an offense. I am
who I am. I guess my parents encouraged me to be who I am.
Im extremely open. I say I love you to my parents all
the time. Most children dont.
I think I was sent down here to do this. The colors
were so interesting to me.
They were so real. They were so flashy.
The brushes and the colors were so neat and I would
just start doing something and it turned out to be so
nice.
I would try to make a cloud and it would turn into the
most fantastic sea lion.
I do still have that feeling. Konstanze
My Dad is German. My mother is from Colombia. She speaks Colombian-Spanish
and is a Spanish teacher. Im bilingual. You know that,
dont you?
Konstanze lives with her parents
Reinhard and Irma in Ojai, California.
My English is not very good. When Konstanze
was quite young I noticed that she started to play with crayons
and to make nice lines on the paper, and then put color on
top. I said, Well this is interesting! I didnt
see any babies doing that. I didnt expect too much at
the time. Then when she was two and a half, she would really
start to make things on the paper with her fingers. I thought,
Is this really nice art or what? I called my husband
and I asked him, What is this? He said, This
is the real art. So I said, Dont let her
ruin the whole thing that she is doing. When she finished
one painting, sometimes she wanted to put more color on top,
or just erase the whole thing, so I took many of them away
from her just to keep them.
The first one that she made, it fell on floor by accident.
It was kind of a mess, and then I picked it up and noticed
it was a little duckling. I said to her, This is beautiful
Konstanze, it is a little duckling. And she says, Oh
really, mommy?
Most of her art, she did with her fingers. Then she started
to use brushes, spoons, q-tips and cotton. She used so many
things. One time I saw her working with a toothpick. She was
very reclusive, always by herself. She didnt want anyone
to look at what she was doing. It is so funny because she
used to say, Im very busy now, so please dont
call me now.
My husband had a lot of paper for his art. When we looked
at her art, we knew it was real art, so he started to cut
some really nice pieces of paper for her. We got her an ordinary
watercolor set from the store.
I talked to her in Spanish since she was a baby and sang little
songs to her. I didnt know any songs in English, so
I sang in Spanish. She picked up the languages really fast.
When she was nine months old, we went to South America. I
remember that she picked up some words in Spanish and then
three months later I went back and she spoke Spanish very
beautiful.
Konstanze is very affectionate. She tells me she loves me
a lot. That is very beautiful. She loves to kiss and hug.
I think this is because she has Latin blood and is very close
to the family. She is a very sweet girl.
Konstanze is twelve years old. When she was
two, we got her a watercolor set and some paper and in the
next two years, she made about 400 paintingsmostly finger
paintings. She used a brush and her fingers and did them very
quickly. The thing that I really found so remarkable was that
she knew when a painting was finished. Most painters find
it hard to know when to quitto know when the painting
is done. She was just cranking these things out so beautifully
and would say, Im finished now. She would
never go back.
Her paintings were not representational. They were intuitiveno
plan, no model, no photograph to go from. They didnt
have anything to do with a conscious picture in her mind.
She would just doodle and then all of a sudden something would
appear. When she noticed a face or an identifiable creature,
she would know exactly where to put the eyes. I found it really
interesting that she was able to make out of those shapes
something that resembled a visible animal for instance.
She did one after another painting with her little watercolors.
When one set of paints was gone, she would get another one
and keep going. She would sit for two or three hours at a
stretch without getting tired. I built her a little deskjust
her sizeso she would be comfortable doing her little
paintings. I still have that desk.
Konstanze is multi-faceted. She is a wonderful entertainer.
She has a natural gift to be very articulate and a natural
ability in all forms of artistic expression. She is very sensitive
to sounds and color. She is very particular about what she
wears. She knows right away what is good and not good for
her and usually picks out something that is absolutely perfect.
So there is this natural built in ability for discerning.
I am an artist and I make a living doing that, so maybe there
is some genetic link. Its very possible. Konstanze is
very intuitive with just about with everything. She refuses
to take any art training. I tell her, You should practice
drawing from a model or from a photograph or an object,
That way she would understand shapes and how everything goes
together in relationship to other dimensions and shapes. She
doesnt want to hear about that.
Now Konstanze wants to be a figure skater. She only has been
taking lessons since November of last year. They are group
lessons but all the instructors are encouraging her to take
privates if possible, because she has such a natural ability.
We go three times a week.
When she was seven or eight, her friend Yanna (who she has
known ever since she was four) gave her a tape of Oksana Baiuls
life (1994 Olympic Gold Medal for figure skating.) Konstanze
was mesmerized by this tape. I had to make her a copy and
play it for her all the time. The first time she ever saw
it she said, I want to be a figure skater, no matter
what. I dont care what it takes, Im going to be
a figure skater. That movie really triggered something
in her. She is really serious.